Friends and Seasons are One and the Same

This is one of those blogs that you tend to vent to get your point across. Friends and Seasons is about how some people come and at times leave out of your life. It's sad really how some relationships tend to fall apart over foolery, fuckery, mid communication that it's hard to pin point if they are even worthy of staying in your life. Here's a question, why should one wait until the war comes when there is a fall out among comrades? You would probably say because there is love there . That may be the case but if it's making you sick to your stomach when a fall out resurfaces , then it's time to move on. No one should have to experience that type of pressure. This is where seasons come in. Now I'm the type of person that once your in my life I will have love for you forever. Having this mentality is a blessing and a curse. It's a blessing because being that loyal whether that person is right or wrong will always show that you are ride or die. It's a curse because sometimes other people will take that kindness for a weakness and use that against you. They feel like they can say or do anything to you and expect you to take it because you are Mr nice guy or girl. My biggest flaw is keeping people in my life that no longer have value to me mentally as a person. I tend to sweep so much under the rug, that I'm blinded by what was. How we used to be. Someone once told me , that no matter how hard you try you can't keep people in your life. It's impossible. So the question I have is why should I pretend like everything is peace and hair grease? Why should I try to rekindle this season? To be honest it's like beating a dead horse , because no one has time to sit and wonder. I'm at a stage in my life now , that I feel it's important to protect myself and not get involved with people that cause me strain, pain and insufficient feelings. I guess what I'm trying to say us no longer will I try to mend situations that are beyond repair. No longer will I bite my tongue while you proceed to display your truth. No longer will I hold on to seasons that in the long run are going to blow away. With that being said cherish those that are I. Your like to build you up. Drop those that hold you back from reaching your goals.